Thnx for being a part of my life.

why let him meet him
when there is not going to be an ending..
sobz... he fits sooo nicely into wat im looking for..
but... its all just merely ILLUSION!

Fading away.

It is so so GREY !!!! Life losing it's colour.

Sobz.. help me? anyone? ..

Best Friends? Or not?

People i thought were my closest friends
Turned out to be strangers to me.
I don't belong there.
I don't belong to them.
I'm not important there.
I feel like crying.
It feels reli hurt knowing that your best friends
Actually don't think you're important to them at all.
Your best friends don't trust you at all.

I feel like leaving.
Since i'm not wanted there.
Why stay? Sobz.

Unwanted.

My life is so empty now.
Im nothing in this world.
Not to my friends.
Not to my family.
Im living under people's shadows
EVERYWHERE
Feel invisible to everyone.
Even my parents make me feel im not wanted at home.
I WANT TO KILL MYSELF. Is that going to make this world more beautiful?

It was never there. Liar!!

It's gone.
Washed away by the WAVES of time.
In the blink of an eye.
All that was precious.
All that was sweet.

Now dark shadows of pain.


Regret letting everything in.
Just to know it never really happened.
Now that I know
LOVE was never there between us.
I was such a fool to trust you.

Listen.

Don’t hang up
Can we talk
So confused
It’s like I'm lost
What went wrong
What made you go
Don’t pretend you don’t know
This is me
I'm unchangeable

When did we
Fall apart
Or did you lie
From the start
When you said
It's only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
We're unbreakable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
was it something that I did
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful?

I've been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that’s true
I'm stuck in time
I'm stuck on you
We were still untouchable

Wake up, wake up, wake up
Cuz I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, GET OUT 
Get out of my head now

Because we’re much better
All together
Can’t let go

-unbeautiful-

Love Story.

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;
Little did I know

That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

-love story-